1. |
American Daydream
02:20
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Now he's got a good job
Pays well
In a world of round holes
Squares don't oft excel
Born a little wild child
Is he on his meds?
Iron out the wrinkles
Sand away the edge
Picking up on subplots
No one else could catch
But losing sight of foreground
Failing all the tests
A little isolation
Goes a long way
We do it for his own good
You misunderstood
Your time is up, your pencils down, you're the class clown
You won't get far on American daydreams
Hide your smirk, show your work, and get Cs
The clay of you that's shaped by me
Forget the I become the we
Right angled edges to pi squared depressions
The kids know you're different, you fuckup, you idiot
With all of these round holes, a square never fits in
But now he's got his shit together
Traded all his flair for fetter
And now he's got a good job
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2. |
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One foot in Cali and one in the car
Gonna be a rockstar
Got no job, got no money, I've made it this far
Good God, save me Jesus, you're trying too hard
Ninety-nine degrees in the human bazaar
Check the doppler radar
There's no rain for the moment, but don't go too far
I've got bottled water in the back seat of my Jaguar
A healthy dose of pleasure
Synthesized, but it will do the trick, you'd never know
The City of the Flies
Caught in the most peculiar web of lies you've ever known
I'll pose the question
Would it be so wrong
To settle down on the verge of independence?
Would it be so wrong
To save face in the face of all this opposition?
Would it be so wrong
To sit one out, and get shuffled in the wheel?
Would it be so wrong
To die young, if by ninety-nine I've done fuckall?
Saving it for later or for all I can stand
Got the doorknob in my hand
Ba-da-bing, ba-da-boom, I walked in the room
Good God, save me Jesus, a little too soon
Resting my head after hours of trying
You wouldn't believe it, the death I've been dying
But I found a proxy, a dramatization
It's not what I live for, but it's consolation
The City of the Flies
Caught in the most peculiar web of lies you've ever known
I'll pose the question
Would it be so wrong
To settle down on the verge of independence?
Would it be so wrong
To save face in the face of all this opposition?
Would it be so wrong
To sit one out, and get shuffled in the wheel?
Would it be so wrong
To die young, if by ninety-nine I've done fuckall?
Would it be so wrong to join a cover band?
And rest my head on someone else's songs?
(But let me tell ya you'll make a lot of money)
City's full of spiders
And pitcher plants so sweet
Drink a little nectar friend
You'll never leave
Would it be so wrong
To settle down on the verge of independence?
Would it be so wrong
To save face in the face of all this opposition?
Would it be so wrong
To sit one out, and get shuffled in the wheel?
Would it be so wrong
To die young, if by ninety-nine I've done...
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3. |
Margaritas
04:47
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Hey
Handshake and name
My twenty twenties
They start today
I'm wide awake
Yeah wide awake
My twenty twenties
They start today
Come
Please take a seat
I'll get you started
Something to eat
Something to drink
Oh if you like
We got a special tonight I think you might like to try
We spare no expense
Our assets your excess
Our patrons can relax
We're right off the train tracks
Conveniently located
Five star hotel, rated
Best by the Town Mouse
Our frozen margaritas on the house
Welcome to Charlie's Pub n' Grill
Can I take your order, get your drinks, and run the bill
So raise a glass to my decline
Glamour, charm, and romance come at too steep of a price
Cash
From the hotel
These fuckin' assholes
Don't tip so well
They're VIPs
Oh by the way
You parked your Mercedes in a fire lane
And as we speak
It's trickling down
Into my landlord's
Third bank account
I'll take the train
I need an out
But to get a ticket
I'd have to have an employee discount
We spare no expense
Our assets your excess
Our patrons can relax
You don't need no face mask
Conveniently located
Five star hotel, rated
Best by the Town Mouse
Our twenty twenty twenties on the house
Welcome to Charlie's Pub n' Grill
Can I take your order, get your drinks, and run the bill
So raise a glass to my decline
Glamour, charm, and romance come at too steep of a price
Vodka tonic, whiskey, rum, tequila, that's right
Margaritas on the house tonight
We're coping any way we can
But I'll never get a ticket at the rate that they demand
Señorita, I complete ya, night's still young
Guarantee ya really need a night undone
Baby make me a
Margarita, mamma mia, I go numb
"Where I come from, when I was young..."
It's hard to heed ya, when it's hard to feed a house of one
"We can't afford to pay you more, 'cause..."
We spare no expense
Our assets your excess
Our patrons can relax
We're right off the train tracks
Conveniently located
Five star hotel, rated
Best by the Town Mouse
Our frozen margaritas on the house
Welcome to Charlie's Pub n' Grill
Can I take your order, get your drinks, and run the bill
So raise a glass to my decline
Glamour, greed and gluttony all part of the design
Vodka tonic, whiskey, rum, tequila, that's right
Margaritas on the house tonight
We're coping any way we can
But I'll never get a ticket at the rate that they demand
Handshake and name
My twenty twenties
They start today
I'm wide awake
Yeah wide awake
My twenty twenties
They start today
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4. |
U.S. Highway 41
02:36
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We were driving U.S. Highway 41
You were young and I was young
Yellow light cut through the night
80, humid, foggy, bright
The moon was new, the streets were wet
Up since twilight sun had set
Black sky dwindling, dawn was yet to come
So why'd I go and write this down?
Do you remember having time to spare?
Is the future just as we had it become?
Because it caught me unaware
So why'd I go and write this down?
Do you remember having time to breathe?
Is the future just as we had it become?
It's only just begun
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5. |
Pitcher Plants
05:34
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Home invasion, home invasion
No alarms, no alarms
Come a-creepin' 'round the corner
Does no harm, does no harm
Oh I've never felt like this before
And I prescribe my own dose
No attraction, no approval, no reward
Has ever even come close
Newfound nectar made just for me
So brilliant yet so brief
No such sugar tastes sweet as thee
I'm shaking like a leaf on a tree
Who're you trying to fool?
Just let go
Home invasion, home invasion
No alarms, no alarms
Come a-sneakin' up behind you
Does no harm, does no harm
Got a library at my fingertips
Open seven days a week
Fantasize, normalize, advertise
Desensitize and defeat
Dihydroxyphenethylamine
So brilliant yet so brief
Such false fortune beguiles me
I'm shaking like a leaf on a tree
Whatchu trying to prove?
Just let...
Overdosing on dopamine
So blissful yet so bleak
Fashion you from the clay of me
I'm shaking like a leaf on a tree
Who're you trying to fool?
Just let go
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6. |
On Lease
03:24
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I've got that cough again
I'm bleeding paychecks buying medicine
Land of the free to choose
Your body, your mind, your money
Die of pneumonia in your twenties
Your beating heart on lease
Left ol' Hippocrates behind
A thousand dollar consultation
Treatment more lucrative than cures unsung
Wipe out your savings first
Then up to your neck in debit
Bury your child with their college fund
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7. |
Just You Wait
04:59
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Just you wait
One day I'll make me a million
Just you wait
Story to tell all your children
Just you wait
Any day now, any day
Just you wait
When I grow up I'll be something
Just you wait
Molding the me I'm becoming
Just you wait
Any day now, any day
Just you wait, wait and see
See the me I was born to be
Bright bulbs blind my beaming eyes
In the City of the Flies
Just you wait, wait and see
See the me I will never be
Riding high on dopamine
Dreaming big and loud and free
Just you wait
All things happen for a reason
Just you wait
Soon as it happens, I'll seize it
Just you wait
You go on ahead, I'll catch up later
Just you wait
Any day now, any day
I will wait
Why take so long to reveal it?
I will wait
Surely it's coming I feel it
Just you wait
Any day now, any any day
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8. |
Riverfront
04:15
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You live or you survive
Completely sleep deprived
Best two out of three
Another Sunday night
Best three out of five
Best four out of seven
A Friday night divine
Direct deposit signed
Best five out of nine
It's fleeting but it's fine
All part of the design
Best six of eleven
The days only started getting shorter last week
We got a long way to go before the leaves fall down
But I've got a penny burning in my purse
Put on your favorite sweater, spend the whole night out
Down by the riverfront
You can make a reservation cheap at Charlie's
Down by the riverfront
You can book the penthouse suite for a song
So sing with me and follow up into the sky
The elevator ride
Shed your worries and your wrongs
It's fleeting but it's fine
All part of the design
Come on baby, come on
Waste away my petty days
Sunbathing in the rain again
Ooh I waste away my petty days
You'll find me down by the riverfront, where the fuck you think I been?
Tickets to the show tonight
Dressed to impress, all the while I've been up so stressed
I abandon all my virtue in a breath
I need a holiday, I need to get away
From the City of the Flies
The elevator ride
Penthouse vertigo
It's fleeting and it's fine
All part of the design
Save your troubles for tomorrow
Waste away my petty days
Sunbathing in the rain again
Amen! I'll waste away my petty days
You'll find me down by the riverfront, where the fuck you think I been?
Waste away my idle time
With a rubber bullet in my eye
I turn my blinded sight to death decried
You'll find me down by the riverfront, the water helps me sleep at night
Hey
I got my way
I got my want
I got my Jaguar parked out front
I got my say
I got my lay
I got no reason to complain
I got my way
I got my crown
Now let's all have another round
No money down
No shipping rate
Your free trial starts today
I waste away my petty days
Sunbathing in the rain again
Waste away my petty days
You'll find me down by the riverfront, where the fuck you think I been?
Waste away my petty days
Sunbathing in the rain again
Waste away my petty days
You'll find me down by the riverfront, where the fuck you think I been?
Would it be so wrong
To shut my eyes
Would it be so wrong to spend
The time you're lent
C'mon, you'll find me down by the riverfront, where the fuck you think I been?
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9. |
Sugar-Free
04:19
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Gentrify, stratify, catch the last express to paradise
Tickets cost a tidy price in the city soon to fossilize
Close up shop, waive your claim, and let the market regulate
Leaving town, desolate a generation born to liquidate
So catch the train, if you can, it's the last express to paradise
Watered down with melted ice
There comes a time that you might just find a stranger in your bedsheets
And you picked them up for an easy fuck, and you finally ask yourself
Would it be so wrong to want a little more?
Is this really all that I can be?
Life could be so lovely
If I could find the time
But my twenty thirty thirties called
I owe him money
Would it be so wrong to join a cover band
And rest my head on someone else's songs?
(But, let me tell ya you'll make a lot of money)
Water down my passion
And sabotage my dreams
My twenty ten thirteens just called
I owe him that at least
Would it be so wrong to chase the real thing
And fuck it up with purpose and with pride?
(But, let me tell ya you'll die without a penny)
City's full of spiders
And pitcher plants so sweet
I drank my fill, but I'm no fuller
Checked the can, and it was sugar-free
There comes a time that you might just find you're sleeping in on Mondays
Giving all you got didn't change a lot, and you finally ask yourself
Is it worth it
Putting on a smile to make them happy?
They said that we would fly high
We were never gonna die
Oh!
Were they oblivious, or telling us a lie?
The verdict's out on that
But the City of the Flies was not as advertised
What's the fucking point?
There comes a time that you might just find a stranger in the mirror
It's cliché, but god, you know it's true
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Poster Child Americana
12:39
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Lost my innocence, lost my soul
Lost my diligence, lost my self-control
Never asked to do, always told
Somewhere 'long the way, lost a hand to hold
Molded, measured, and left alone
Rip out your anger, replace it with languor
Then levied, emptied, and turned to stone
Rip out your passion, replace it with cash and disdain
A sink, a stove, a home, a household pet
A dollar that I never got to spend
A roof, a room, a twin size bed
A check just big enough to cover rent
Gotta pay to park, gotta pay to breathe
And after all, you lose your heart in the spider's web they weave
A foe, a friend, a hypocrite
Three ideologies that all conflict
I need your help, but don't take mine
I hate to say it, but I must admit
I don't have the time, I don't have the patience
Relationship built to exhaust, I can't recall the day I
Lost my innocence, lost my soul
Lost my diligence, lost my self-control
Never asked to do, always told
Somewhere 'long the way, lost a hand to hold
Molded, measured, and left alone
Rip out your anger, replace it with languor
Then levied, emptied, and turned to stone
Rip out your passion, replace it with cash and disdain
Handshake and name
My twenty twenties
They start today
I'm wide awake
Yeah wide awake
My twenty twenties
They start today
I sign my name
I woke up first, to cold embrace
The City desolate and soon erased
But in the here and now I'm fine
Make memories apathy will soon replace
Guess I missed the train, guess I missed my chance
The last express to paradise has left the station, left me
Shaking like a leaf in the wind
I throw the towel in
Glamour, charm, and romance at a cost
Where do I begin?
I guess I
Lost my innocence, lost my soul
Lost my diligence, lost my self-control
Never asked to do, always told
Somewhere 'long the way, lost a hand to hold
Molded, measured, and left alone
Rip out your anger, replace it with languor
Then levied, emptied, and turned to stone
Rip out your passion, replace it with cash and disdain
Handshake and name
My twenty twenties
They start today
I'm wide awake
Yeah wide awake
My twenty twenties
They start today
I sign my name
After proving you belong
After having sold your song
Looking back you realize
You were the product all along
Dance for companionship
Dance for your class exam
Dance for your chance to grow old and represent a brand
Dance for your board and bed
Dance for your medicine
Dance for your ration of nectar from the pitcher plant
Dance for your dignity
Dance for your promised land
Dance, monkey, dance for your chance to grab a winning hand
Dance to the riverfront
Your music's getting bland
You danced away all your flair to join a cover band
Bit by bit you auction off your focus
Melancholic, misanthropic, made the big promotion
Bit by bit you lose sight of your motives
Burning all the bridges crossed, barely even noticed that I
Lost my innocence, lost my soul
Live in ignorance, loving all night long
Burning alcohol through my veins
Jaded, cynical, hopeful all the same
No way back to the way you were
You can't fight forever, it's a futile endeavor
I pledge allegiance to customer
So put on your smile, if just for a while
Now mold yourself from the clay I hold
Tenderness wasted, replace it with hatred
Then emptied, frenzied and turned to stone
Kill your compassion, replace it with cash and decay
Handshake and name
My twenty twenties
They start today
I'm wide awake
Yeah wide awake
My twenty twenties
They start today
Set the controls
Heart of the sun
We're burning brightly
But we'll be gone before the song is even done
More dopamine
Next up to come
My twenty twenties
Had just begun
And now they're done
Bitter penthouse suite farewell, five-star hotel, it's over now
Take the elevator downtown to Charlie's for the snack bar
Just you wait, just you wait, everybody here drives a jaguar
Wish I could, wish I would, wish I learned to play on that guitar
Waiting on the world to come around
I'm wide awake, but still I'm dreaming
Finally, got some savings now, I've stashed away about a thousand
Jack fell down and broke his crown, tell me, genius, what's the plan now?
Just one accident away from insolvency, plain and simple
Just one accident away, cough it up, you cheap, lazy cripple
Admin said my healing hands are tied
What kinda sick game are you playing?
Tell me how to be content, I'll take your word, and all it meant
One day you could be president, real go-getter, top one percent
Ba-da-bing, ba-da-boom, roll the dice for lesser, for greater
Give it up, give it up, everybody does sooner or later
Running out of money, out of time
I'm wide awake, but I stopped dreaming
Gave up all but breathing
Empty, but at least that stops the bleeding
Highest bid can have my soul
Now I fit that rounded hole
Take me off the payroll
Send me home
Through your lips my name lastly uttered
Ten meager years from the machine
Poster Child Americana
Chased the patriotic daydream
As I spend my final dollar
Trickle up to join the sea
Ushered into the City gently
Molded to product sold and bought
Stomach full, but spirit empty
Pointless race we always lost
Though they may have promised plenty
In the end we pay the cost
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11. |
Future’s Troubled Past
04:36
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All of the places I've been
All of the beauty that I have seen
All of the "come over here's" and the "dance with me honey's"
All of the years wasted for the money
All of the songs I've discarded
All of the cliché lyrics I wrote down
All of the warning lights that we never regarded
All of the holidays with Charlie Brown
All of the pages ineptly authored
Judge not by we
All subject to the almighty dollar
I hope you see
And when you bury my body
Make sure the rocks and stones, they crush my bones
Don't want to wake up in 3030
We tried our best, I'm sorry
All of a sudden you're oh so close
Then all at once I've been scattered free
So long to buying, selling, bleeding, dying
Erase my browsing history
A generation of wasted wanderers
Made just like me
All subject to the almighty dollar
Nothing but death is free
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Johnny Macc Nashville, Tennessee
I'm Johnny Macc.
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